Paranoia is a stupid flower

Sometimes I wonder if I am going crazy. I think so. I'll make a list of things that convince me.

• I get chills sometimes from conflicts between actual emotions and imaginary emotions
• I have multiple weapons for the purpose of fending off zombies
• I need to listen to something at night so I don't get scared by my own brain
• I once stood readied and willing to fight my reflection in case it jumped out of the mirror
• I think in pictures
• I sometimes like to say things just to feel that combonation of sounds come from my mouth
• I have an unnatural attraction to violence and most of my thoughts are centered around that aspect
• I forgot that I woke up this morning

These are just a few. I have yet to start hallucinating, but the spider doctor on my celing tells me that everything is alright for now.